So can I just babble a little? I am feeling so.... I don't know what it is. I think I need a "free day"... I feel so deprived the last couple of days. I am tired of going to things and parties and not getting to eat anything. For some reason it is really bothering me today. I want to stick with it for the next couple of months, but I don't know. I am afraid though, if I allow myself a cheat day, then whats to keep me from cheating more often? I guess we are on day, what, like 30 or something? Maybe I will allow myself one after a month. Then I would get one now, one at the end of November and at the end of December. I've really felt good up until this weekend. I did finally start my period this week, maybe thats what it is. But don't you usually get sad/upset before you start your period, not at the end of it? Sorry, this is totally random. I just feel off, I guess.

Sorry, Stace, that its going slow for you. I hope you have a better week this week. I so wish I was where you are Sun, with only 10 more pounds. You are looking sooooo hot! Maybe I'm just jealous. Is that horrible? I just wanna be done and thin, and actually be able to eat something. I gotta get out of this funk. Hopefully tomorrow I'll wake up and feel better. Sorry to be depressing.